Artist, writer, and teacher Kirsten Beitler. Originals and prints available. Deep thoughts on the blog. Teaching studio is currently closed.

EYE Am So Excited!

September 17, 2012

I just got this email in regards to my eye condition, Keratoconus.

“Dr. Boxer Wachler reviewed your records, and thinks that you would be a good candidate for the following: Holcomb C3R Crosslinking System in both eyes to help halt the progression of Keratoconus; this is anticipated to be a one-time treatment. However, approximately 1% of the patients will have a second treatment for full benefit. This procedure will help save your eyesight, and help prevent the need for a corneal transplant. Ideally, patients should seek this treatment as early as possible. INTACS in the left eye to help improve the cornea shape and reduce the steepness of the cone, thus improving quality of vision and comfort in contact lenses. We have successfully treated many Keratoconus patients from all over the world, to help them stabilize their corneas and improve quality of vision. Most importantly we have helped them avoid the invasive cornea transplant.

Exam              $395 (also includes book on Keratoconus by Dr. Boxer Wachler)

INTACS         $4450/left eye

C3-R               $3350/per eye

 In addition to these fees, patients would need to be prepared to purchase all necessary prescriptions. Typically prescriptions can vary from $80-$300 (depending on the recommended treatments after the initial exam).

Typically, the set up for the appointments are as follows:

Day 1 – Initial exam with Dr. Brian and technicians for testing and measurements to confirm procedure candidacy

Day 2 – Procedure day; if you’re a candidate for more than one procedure in the same eye, they can be done on the same day

Day 3 – One day postop exam before going back home”                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     Isn’t it great?! I’m excited and terrified. I have great hope that this is the answer to my prayers.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         All of us here in the Beitler home hope that all our friends and family will convert all the amazing emotional and spiritual support you've given in to some financial support. I know, I know, there are so many people who need money for so many important things, and I’m just adding one more to the pile. I have been very blessed already to have the support of an anonymous donor who is willing to help with the cost of these procedures and I am so very grateful, but I will still need help; travel expenses to Los Angles including gas and food, prescriptions, possibly new contacts or glasses after my eyesight has settled, and other medical expenses. As always, when you don't have insurance, expenses add up pretty quickly. In fact, things are so tight for us right now that I can’t even make the appointment until I have $100.00 donated. This $100.00 is the fee that they require for me to even make the appointment. This is $100.00 that we simply don't have right now. If I can get this money by the end of the week, it looks like I’d be able to get in around the middle of November for my procedures!                                                                                                                                                                                             This is do-able people! Think about it like this, if every single Facebook friend I had donated just $10.00, I’d have enough to cover much of my expenses. Or, if every person I graduated from PVHS  with (go Panthers!) donated just $25.00 or, if every one of my cousins would donate just $35.00.... Get the picture? Just a little bit from many will change my world for the better and soon!

So, there has been an account set up for me at Cache Valley Bank. It is called The Kirsten Beitler Eye Donation Account, click on the link to find a location near you.You can donate directly to that account or, I am also linking a PayPal account to the Eye Donation Account. The PayPal account will be linked on my blog page. If you’d like to donate through that link go to my website www.kirstenbeitler.com and then to my blog, My Brush With Life, and look for the PayPal badge. Also, if anyone would like to make a more substantial donation, one way that you could do it would be to purchase one of my paintings. Check out the gallery on my website, my facebook page, or my listing on Rtist.com and if you see something you like, go ahead and make me an offer. If it’s reasonable at all I’ll probably accept it. And as always, I am open to accepting commission work. So take a look.

If you know me at all, you know how uncomfortable asking people for money makes me. I don’t think anything short of the threat of blindness or possible life threatening illness would induce me to do it. I don’t like being a charity case, but I really want to see. This whole experience has been about hope for me; hope that I won’t lose my eyesight, hope that an experimental procedure would stop the progression on my condition, hope that I would somehow be able to pay for this procedure, hope that people are good and caring in deed as well as in word, hope that God cares about what is happening to me and my family. I’d like to share a scripture from the Book of Mormon with you. It’s from Alma 37:6, “Now ye may suppose that this is  foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass.” So skip that movie and dinner one weekend, skip pizza night, skip your double latte whatever for a few days, or that new pair of shoes you don’t really need and let’s do this! Hope. It’s a good thing.

 

“Bear One Another’s Burdens, That They May Be Light”

August 5, 2012

Someone on Facebook made a snarky comment the other week about all the drama that has occurred in my life lately and how I kept posting about it, and how they were a little sick of hearing about it all. My first thought was hey sunshine, no one is sicker of the drama then the person it is happening to. Then I thought of those people, you know you have some too, those who are forever complaining, forever a victim, seem to not really want to get better. Was I being one of those? Gosh, I hope no...


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Painting My Chicken

July 18, 2012
I thought ya'll might like to see a bit of the "process" that goes in to my painting. Those are snarky air quotes because it's honestly nothing spectacular. I don't have a lot of great theory to back up my work, nor do I take it too seriously,maybe I'd be a better artist if I did. Who knows.
One of my hens died so I thought I'd add her to my Celestial Chickens series. The Celestial Chickens are just fun to paint. It's not a portrait of a person, so the stress of a true likeness is gone and chi...

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Ohana, However You Make It

July 10, 2012

Even though adoption has changed a lot in the last few years, even though I belong to a church that celebrates families, eternal connections through generations and even has a past of *gasp* women sharing a husband, people still get freaked out when they find out we have two open adoptions. This means that both our younger boys’ birth families are involved in their lives, included in our family events, and are treated as extended family. 

It’s not always easy, but then again, what family r...
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A "Special" Award

July 4, 2012

My blog is not much of a real blog. I’m not signed up with one of the cool blogging sights, I don’t have any advertisements, and I don’t even have a comment thingy besides facebook link. I do it as a place to share thoughts with friends and anyone who cares to know more about me, why I act the way I do, why I think the way I do, why I paint what I do.

I’ve been told that to have a successful blog you need lots of followers, you need to post at least once a week, you need to create a...


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A New Way of Seeing

June 24, 2012

Sight. Sometimes we don’t notice when our spiritual sight is dimming, but we always notice when our physical eye sight grows worse. Our spiritual vision can dim very slowly. It can happen so slowly, we might not realize how we don’t take time to do the things we need to fill our soul anymore; how we let the things of the world come between us and things of eternal value, until we are figuratively blind. Then we sit there and wonder how things got so bad in our lives.

I started having pro...

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Hope and Healing....In Ward Choir?

March 12, 2012

I’ve been surrounded by music my whole life. My dad is a band teacher and a piano tuner, my grandpa wrote music, played the guitar and harmonica Dylan style before there was a Dylan. The highlight of every Christmas Eve was the family talent show and sing-along. All of this naturally led me to become….an artist. Right, I know. But you have to understand, as much as I love music, I also have a pretty serious problem with performance anxiety. Piano lessons were fine, but since I never figur...


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What Makes A Woman?

February 28, 2012
 

I’ve been here before. When I woke up in the ICU after having my son, Nathan, and found out that I no longer had a uterus I went through a long process of dealing with the fact that my reproductive powers were no longer under my control. And, hey, if you don’t have a uterus any more, well, you think about what it means to be a woman.

This brings up the question; who decides what it means to be a woman? Society and my religious views have very divergent thoughts on what it means to be a...


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Valentine's Day Then And Now

February 10, 2012
It's that time of year again. Valentine's Day. First of all, I have a problem with all the candy now associated with every holiday. When I was a kid, candy was a big deal. If you got candy in your valentine, the kid that gave it to you was probably rich. If my family was feeling splurgy we'd get a bag of candy hearts to add to our valentine cards. I would painstakingly go through each heart, making sure that the right message went to the right person. Couldn't have that kid with the sweaty ha...

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"CHAIR"ity Event

January 29, 2012
          If you're a "creative" of any sort, you know. People are always asking you to do things for them. Create something, sing something, sew something, paint something--for free.

Maybe people think that creating is such a bliss that I'd better be glad to do it any time for any one for any amount? How many surgeons get asked on a regular basis to perform a boob job, "just to be nice and help a girl out"? Probably not very many. Now I'm a pretty nice person, and I'm always glad to help frie...
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A Little Introduction...


Kirsten Beitler I am an, artist, teacher, florist, and single mom of four boys, not necessarily in that order depending on the day! This blog is about things that interest me and. things I can't keep my mouth shut about; art, relationships, friends, kids, teaching, adoption, chickens, divorce, therapy, life...
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